This is MY Now

Goodness gracious!! for some who didn’t catch a single episode of this season’s American Idol except Jordin Sparks’ audition, i’m soooooo into the finale for her (AND i can’t believe i’m blogging about her!!!)! can’t get enough of her. i’m totally blown away and indeed proud and happy for her!! and i don’t even know her! personally or even as one of the contestant on the show and also her progress since the season started!

I’ve caught all of her performances for the entire season last night and downloaded all the songs she sang (and listening to them over and over again - *my sis should be slapping her forehead now going OH NO!!…. sorry, mei! can’t help it. it’s just me.) and including the latest This is My Now. i think she carried out the song beautifully well. It totally IS her song and her NOW.

I stayed up so late last night to watch for the second time, her final performance in the show. might catch the finale again for the second time tonight just for her. oh my gosh! i’m getting fanatic already!!

Anyway, i had to listen to This is My Now a few times to get the lyrics ‘coz i couldn’t Google it. here it is peeps:

This is My Now

There was a time
I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell
Hiding from myself
There was a time
When I was so afraid
Thought I’ve reached the end
Baby that was then
But I am made more than my yesterdays

This is my now
And I am breathing in the moment
As I look around
I can’t believe the love I see
My fears behind me
Gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then
This is my now

And I have the courage like never before (yeah…)
I’ve settled for less
Now I’m ready for more
Ready for more

This is my now
I am breathing in the moment
As I look around
I can’t believe the love I see
My dreams behind me
Gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then
This is my nowwwwwwwwwwwww

Can’t believe the love I see
My dreams behind me
Gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then
This is my now
This is my now

Okie dooks… back to reality now from Hollywood. sigh…. reality’s not looking or sounding as nice. but i suppose we can’t have it all eh? at least i’m pretty sure things will get better as they already are seeming to get into places on their own. Thank You, Lord!

Gotta go get some rest now. not feeling well. can’t believe i’m doing all this when i’m not feeling well. Jordin must be some girl!! =) have a Sparklingly beautiful Friday and weekend ahead y’all! xoxo….

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