Adele’s

To all the wrong guys knocking on their door………

Next!

How do I un-painfully tell you this?
How do I un-hurting-ly refuse your wondrous gifts?
How do I un-patronizingly make you understand…
That you are just not my man??

Maybe you thought that we had a connection,
Maybe it was just the physical attraction,
Maybe all you are feeling is infatuation,
For me, I sure am enjoying all the attention.

The matters of the heart are simple yet complicated,
The matters of reality needs to be calculated,
In this world of havoc, we have to strike a balance,
Visible and invisible requirements are weighed by individual preference.

Maybe here I can blatantly say,
Maybe here I can be as clear as day,
Maybe here I can selfishly have my way,
Give it up and save yourself from future dismays.

Just because we get along so well,
Doesn’t mean we will be hearing wedding bells,
When you burst into song,
I sincerely wish I would be kidnapped immediately by King Kong.

Maybe it is your crooked yellow teeth, and even your cheesy-sleazy smile,
Maybe I can’t stand your out-of-this-world hairstyle,
Maybe your muscles are too prosperously piled,
Accept the fact, your pheromones drives me away running wild.

I never claimed to be perfect, I never expect you to be,
But you and I are so much more different, than what plain eyes can see,
It is not only your slits for eyes and nose,
Neither is it just about your stubby fingers and toes.

Maybe you are overly self-sacrificing,
Maybe you are just being suffocating,
Maybe you need to do some personality re-adjusting,
Whatever it is, that time you take, on my life I am not wasting.

Good for me if you stop banging on my door,
Good for me if you don’t call me anymore,
Oh, do if you must and can’t help it,
But please always remember our friendship is strictly platonic.

Maybe it is the feverish-tingle I don’t feel,
Maybe I don’t fancy your awesome hot wheels,
Maybe with you I can’t get a satisfying meal,
Face it kiddo, you laugh like a seal.

Help me out here, cut me some slack,
Please look into the mirror and check out what you lack,
If it is not a face full of pimples and pot-holes,
Most likely it is the pockets empty and hollow.

Maybe this is not about you at all, but ME actually,
Maybe I’m just too demanding and whinny,
Maybe I’m dreaming of the most perfect fantasy,
Honestly, I’m just being one tough cookie.

-Adèle- (24.02.2007; 6.47pm)

This poem is purely fictional,
So please don’t get too emotional,
The writer just loves to riddle,
When her fingers have nothing to fiddle.

Am I cool or am I awesome?!!
Am I hot or am I extravagant?!!
Deep down inside I know I’m neither,
Just the simple, boring, old me no one bothers.

=) Cheers!

p/s:     This is what happens when you are in Sitiawan with nothing to do,
           Besides getting stuffed the whole day with tons of food,
           And lying sick in bed with a ridiculously irritating flu,
           But a mind so active to make a rhyme or two.

While listening to Bro. Ed Mark share and also with my little sis by my side as sources of ‘inspiration’ (in quotes because i don’t think that’s the suitable word to describe it but since i’m having the holiday brain jam right now, i’m not gonna crack my brains to figure out the word to match!)…..

Walking with God

In the church life,

It doesn’t take you a million years to transform,

All you have to do is enjoy Christ,

And declare that He us Lord.

—– > *Intermission… obo Ada Mei

I have no ideas about poems,

Whatever I write seems to come out rotten,

Can never make it rhyme for reason,

That is why, until now only one I have written!

—– > back to messages…

If you let the Bible shine in you,

Every morning sun can’t beam on you,

For the Lord will come forth from within you,

Making everything and everyone be enlightened by you.

Affirmation and critique is made,

No matter what has been said,

For there is only so much human understandings can take,

Be in spirit then for everyone’s sake! =)

Christ’s spirit is life-giving,

His death and resurrection replaces everyone and everything,

When you have Him, nothing can be more fulfilling,

For we are complete whenever we are in Him.

Just say Jesus, I love You,

To switch on your spirit,

Let His spirit surge within you,

And flow out greater than the rapids.

The romance with Christ,

Is sweeter than wine,

Its significance has been paid with a price,

He loves us with His life,

An invisible chain, us to Him binds.

-Adèle- (19.01.2007; can’t remember the time but it was pm)

This was really impromptu, so, apologies if it doesn’t make sense. Just felt like writing that night. I always learn better this way also. hope you guys have had a pleasant read.

I’ve gotta get back to work now. *dreads………..* hear from me again soon ya! of course, soon is very relative according to my watch! toodles peeps…..

My Valentine’s

No flowers for Valentine’s this year,

But for that, I won’t shed a tear,

For all the people I love who are no longer here,

In my heart and soul I cry and hold you dear.

Flowers on your eternal bed,

When no more comprehensible words can be said,

I look over you with bowed head,

In sorrow my respects are paid.

The world is still passing us by,

In our world it is just you and I,

Red and swollen wet eyes are beginning to dry,

Cherishing the truth that our love will never die.

In my joy and pain I know you will be there,

Unto eternity our lives will be shared,

Not a single moment will be spared,

Even the little gesture of you caressing my hair.

Valentine’s Day is not about gifts and candle lights,

It is about remembering why and how our love ignites,

Embracing each other with affection, holding on so tight,

Makes the night beautiful, perfect and right.

I shall let go all my sadness now,

Although living life without you I still don’t know how,

With the assurance of your love whom the Divine bestowed,

I am sure on the right path I will stay endowed.

-Adèle- (11.12am; 15.02.2007)

Tribute to Philip Bean……….

What is life…

When you live everyday in misery?

What is life…

When you have people you hate around you?

What is life…

When you do not treasure the little things that matter?

What is life…

When all your cares and concerns go to waste?

What is life…

When you have no God in you?

Life is…

When you smile sincerely everyday, even if it is from within,

Life is…

When you accept that love is free for all, especially for yourself,

Life is…

When the smallest gesture means the world to you,

Life is…

When you stop worrying for the future but enjoy the present,

Life is…

When you surrender all to Him for better or worse

-Adèle- (12.02.2007; 2.52pm)

My uncle Phil, I know you’ve lived life to the fullest and with no regrets. I live life now with a regret of not being able to meet you before you go. It has been a great friendship while it lasted. You will be etched in my memory til the day I die because then, i wouldn’t need the memories anymore. I will be sharing a place with you in the bosom of our dear Father God, the Lord Jesus Christ. May you rest in peace. Love you lots uncle Phil!! Hugs and kisses…..

p/s: This made me appreciate the song "Life is Short" from Grey’s Anatomy’s sountrack even more.