Erm….Life in limbo?? Not really also la… Just read la you all!!
To Whom It May Concern
Living in the present with the past haunting,
Memories of brutal, cruel pain I keep seeing,
Sudden flashes of sorrows so excruciating,
The biggest mistake I made was being too trusting.
Regrets seems still to be at my feet,
Following me wherever I go so that the same mistakes I do not repeat,
I am still unsure who brought us in this field to our meet,
But I am glad to say so far the harvest looks good to reap.
Emotional turmoil cannot stop happening everyday,
Sometimes making me wonder if some things I should say,
Should I hold back and let the course of nature have its way,
Or should I blurt out everything and risk having to wince in dismay?
I cannot see the future, dim or bright,
What I do know now is I cannot have you out of my sight,
A day without hearing from you turns day into night,
Just a simple, “Hi, Love!” gets me jumping in delight.
Can I take a step forward to the next level?
Right now, my mind is in a major upheaval,
And my feet feel they are stepping on a bubble,
However, my heart feels calm and settled.
Forgive me I have to use time as my armour,
I really wish not to, but so far it seems to be doing us wonders,
Having the opportunity to comfortably enjoy each other,
Giving hopes to a future of togetherness with magnificent splendour.
Taking each moment spent like it is our last,
Makes it so unique and special like a hand-sculptured glass,
All sadness will eventually come to pass,
I know because with you, all I can do is laugh!
The voice of my heart speaks with sincerity,
It cares for you most affectionately,
So please help build US in the bond of trustworthy,
I hope not for our “You and I, Both” to end up just another chapter in our lives’ history.
-Adèle- (9.53am; 04.04.2006)
April 3rd, 2006 at 7:17 pm
weeeeeee!!
April 9th, 2006 at 8:49 pm
I can’t help laughing at the informality of ur title. Yup…I ‘just read’ and here’s what I’ve got to say. Haha…I just can’t shut up after reading! =p
~ *nod nod* when each moment is spent like there’s no other, it’d be the bestest moment in life, while knowing deep within that there are many more magical ones to come
Trust takes time to build…and once its breached, we’d tend to be ultra-hyper-super-duper more careful next time round. “6 months is the minimal time needed to get over the phase of infatuation” ~ quoting a fren of mine.
Have faith in fate…If after all that time, all signs are obviously UNIDIRECTIONAL – then, do something bout it. Dun keep ‘im waiting too long la u. But dun act in haste, just to regret… ALL ‘d BEST, honey!
From the past 3 posts, its obvious to me that u r falling in love, but afraid to admit it, and at the same time afraid that this’ just another dream bubble that’d burst should u decide to wake up. Its all about striking a balance… how else to stop the past from haunting?