Adele’s

Second blog of the day! Not bad if I can say so myself! Well, I was just wondering 20-30 years from now when I look back on all the things I wrote in this blog of mine, would I say to myself "What was I thinking writing all those??" or "Life’s not changed a bit since then!" ? Oh well, I think from my learnings, we shall leave what is past as past, what is the future for the future and what is now, is now. Although, this little active wheel in my head can’t help spinning the thought, what would my children (if I have any in the future)  say to what I wrote if they read it? Would they question me tons? Would they compliment me? Would they empathize with me? Would they even comprehend what I wrote? Hmm… thoughts of the future. Would it be bright for me? I can’t help but just to keep faith that it will because life is full of surprises, good and bad, like a box of chocolate. Can’t help to say that ‘coz thanks to my friend’s wedding, who used the Forrest Gump Suite as her wedding march into the church, the song has stucked in my head and I play it everyday at work and at home over and over again. I’m listening to it now too! Such a beautiful song! So, after such a long absence, you’d probably expect for me to come back with a change. Well, sad to say and disappoint you, change for me is difficult when there’s nothing to change of my perfect self! haha… Actually, what i was trying to say is I am not the kind of person to initiate change so since the environment around me doesn’t change, neither have I. Although, now with the petrol price being hiked up so much, it might be the time to start for change. Haha! This calls for too much of a drastic change so no, no, I shall not change still. I love being who I am, what I am, who I will be, what I will be. In a way, this is quite a change for me as I totally abhor who I was, what I was - no amount of good can compensate the bad that I’ve been. So, even though as I am living my life now and striving to live my life for the future in hopes of it being a good or maybe better life, it can never shadow what I was or who I have been. This is all caused by the function that never stops in life, as long as you are living, called memory. Even if you have amnesia or Alzheimer’s disease, you’ll still have memories - either really old ones or you just keep making new ones. So yes, I was talking about me changing. The main thing I want to highlight is that I still can’t change talking crap! =) Well, as Amanda from All That (Nickelodeon channel) says, TTTTHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAATTTTTTT’S MMMMMMEEEEEEEEEE!!! So, cherios everybody! Stay the same, don’t change!!

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