Matters of Life
Considering friendster is so so super slow on this PC of my sis, I shall combine all I thought of sharing in 3 different blogs. So this is gonna be quite a blog. It’s what I gathered from the Thanksgiving Conference messages that was held in November in the States but we in Malaysia were only shared with such richness during the New Year’s weekend. So anyway, let me start.
General subject: The Lord’s Coming
- The Prophecy of the Lord’s Coming
Message 1: Being Reconstituted with the Healing Christ in the Last Days for His Coming
Message 2: The speaking of the Lord Jesus concerning His Coming
My arms stretch out to You,
Receiving You and Your Love so True,
Whenever You are here I am never blue,
Because the blessings of joy You bring me is bountiful.
My eyes open wide,
Seeing all the gifts You provide,
My wants and needs subside,
Trying to accept all You give with humbleness inside.
Ripping out my heart,
Tearing off my soul,
Bare my emptiness inside,
For the entire world to know.
Stuck in the obsession of my life,
Self-decepting that everything is going right,
Unable to tell apart darkness from light,
This is the world of mine filled with pride.
Holding tight the crown You bestowed,
For all the nations to see and behold,
That Your Second Coming they will know,
So they will prepare themselves into Your mould.
At Your Coming we praise Your name,
Rendering our work with Your Glorious Reward,
Making all our sufferings on earth nothing but more to gain,
Our Morning Star we will follow in one accord.
- Our preparation for the Lord’s Coming
Message 4: Being faithful in Service in the Lord’s Commission and in His Gifts
As I pursue You in life,
You showed all is but a lie,
For how can You make me do things so despicable,
Making my life on earth so unbearable,
If what You say of Your Love is true,
That You Love to death all who follow You?
What is my existence on earth for?
An example of how low a man can fall?
Why bother letting me know Your eternal riches,
When all but I can experience?
Yes, You have separated me,
Not only from the world but from Your Economy,
I am still wondering what is my purpose,
As now, there is nothing I am worthy of in the heavens or on earth!
What properness have you taught?
What teachings have you brought?
What drunken company have you sought,
For me to be in and rot?
What gifts or talents have I been entrusted,
None other than by You, oh Lord Almighty?
All I seem to be doing is busy getting rusted,
Tell me again why did You make me?
From this message, the main thing is we must steadfastly do is to pursue in Life and stay faithful and prudent slaves of God. Amen!
Message 6: Having Dispensational Value to God in the Last Days to Turn the Age
For this message, I didn’t know how to (actually, it’s late and I’m lazy) rhyme my words as I only have mostly questions that are unanswered. So I’ll just type the questions. Although, I did write a stanza during the meeting:
I have always wanted to serve You my whole life,
All the while thinking I’m Your Heart’s delight,
Little did I know that I’m the very one You spite,
And left me all alone now to wallow in the wound of my pride.
Death: Physical and Spiritual
1. What is death?
2. What does death mean in these circumstances?
3. How is death like?
4. How do you or can you revive yourself?
5. If what is said is true that you can flee death when you’re filled with life,
a) How is it possible to sink so low into death when you are so high in Life?!
b) How can one die suddenly even though they live a very healthy living?
6. Just as one dies physically, one can die spiritually for this same reason (example):
“Your time is up. It’s not that I don’t Love you but it’s your time to go”.
However, it doesn’t ends there. But my story ends here. Am afraid will just be crapping away now that I’m dead, dead tired. Nighty!
