Thought I’d take a break, but…

The writings below were inspired by Kelly Clarkson’s song Because of You. I heard it one time too many yesterday. So I decided to take the essence of the song and present you….

The Agony (Part1)

These past few days,

I looked back on all your ways,

Tried as hard as I may,

I can’t find anything good to say.

We were wrong from the start,

When you began playing with my heart,

Reeling me in from miles apart,

Never showing the true intentions of your heart.

There was no closeness,

Only passionate coldness,

Keeping me in darkness,

Taking me away from my universe.

I should have fled when I can,

But I was just so blinded back then,

By all your sincere pretense,

Thinking you were my only love’s beginning and end.

I can never forgive what you have done to me,

I can never again find my inner peace,

I cannot and will not ever just let you be,

I want and need you to suffer for eternity.

My mind, body, soul and spirit you have destroyed,

I should have known you were Satan’s toy,

That our romance was just a ploy,

To keep me from my God Whom I love and enjoy.

A million apologies will not work,

Even if you kill yourself I’m already hurt,

I was once a high-spirited carefree bird,

Now I’m fallen to the ground covered in my own blood.

-Adèle- (9.03pm)

Not much of a holiday after all. If it were, I wouldn’t be typing in this blog now. My little mind just can’t stop working. I still have 4 more poems on the way. Sigh upon sighs!! I never meant this for pleasure reading. I apologize for any uneasiness during your read. Just a briefy, had fun with kids this holiday. You’d be surprised with the amount of joy they can bring into your life no matter how complete you think your life already is! Well, gotta go. Save my grandmother’s story for next time. When I have the time to blog but nothing to blog about! hehe… Cherio!

One Response to “Thought I’d take a break, but…”

  1. -LaVaNyA- Says:

    kids are great, aren’t they?
    i spent a good hour last sat morning playing with a sweet one…ahhhh, what a start to my wknd

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