A painful continuation… literally!

It’s lunch time and I’ve been having a headache for the whole morning. I feel sick, I’m flushed. So i decided to take my mind off work and write you this. I’ll be pretty busy this week and next so guess I had better spend more time here blogging. haha!

The Darkened Road (The Agony Part2)

Winter’s gone, spring is here,
Whatever the season, I still hold you dear,
I see you in my thoughts, I see you in my dreams,
I smell you everywhere, whenever I breathe.

I can’t let you go,
Neither can I erase you,
Just thought I’d let you know,
So that you can tell me what to do.

So many questions unanswered,
So many actions unmeasured,
But I know the one reason we did not last,
Was because we did not leave what is past as passed.

A heartbreaking torture,
That seems to never will go away,
Causing my eyes to moisture,
So sudden at anytime, anywhere and on anyday.

Getting through each moment,
With thoughts of you suffering in another prison,
Where hell is the limit,
And that you truly deserve it.

But if only it were so simple,
Then I wouldn’t be going through what I am feeling now,
Lonely, shattered, trapped and gasping for air in a losing battle,
For this prison I am in has no way out. 

-Adèle- (1.07pm)

Alas, lunch time’s over. Talked to the credit controller next to me. Now don’t feel so awkward working here and sitting in this area. Stalker guy who sits next to him keep looking over when I was talking to him though. Anyway, I still don’t feel so well. Pray for me! Take care and God bless…

2 Responses to “A painful continuation… literally!”

  1. -LaVaNyA- Says:

    “U deserve hell?” did i get ur poem right…erm, in my opinion, if u love s1 very very much…u’d want the person to be happy wherever they r, whoever they r with!

  2. Adele Says:

    yes, hell it is. you read it right. you wouldn’t say that if you experienced what i did. if for any other matter, i sure would wish the person well. so don’t judge too quickly Lav!

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