Bedtime poem
Tears are running down my cheeks,
a glimpse of our past I peeked,
guidance from my God I seek,
that to me, He you may lead.
Nothing more from you I ask,
nothing less from Him I request,
just faith in Him may you possess,
that all your troubles He shall put to rest.
Thinking of you, missing you,
making it hard for me to forget you,
moving on in life is what I must do,
but how can I when there is no life to look forward to?
Did our promises mean a thing?
Was what we had just a fling?
Am I not worth keeping and loving?
Am I better off losing?
Where was I when you decided our separation?
Was I anywhere in your consideration?
Was breaking my heart your intention?
Did you ever think of its prevention?
Leaving me out in the cold,
dark and lonely I am, you were not told,
telling you all this makes me seem bold,
knowing you are no longer here for me to hold.
I am in pieces, unpatchable,
’til my tears run dry I’ll still be emotional,
for recalling our memories are uncontrollable,
if only everything between us was just a fable.
-Adèle-
Composed at 12.37am and completed at 1.00am. This is another boring read to put you to sleep. I hope I accomplished it for you. It worked for me!
October 29th, 2005 at 10:52 pm
HI girl,
I just think its beautiful. I totally relate to how u are feeling.
HOpe it gets bette soooner for u than it did for me.
Take care!
November 7th, 2005 at 12:28 am
*hugs*
They say the greatest poetries are created in gloomiest moments…and being heartbroken - doesn’t that make poetry just flow….
well…each encounter is a ‘gift’…to peek into another soul. But not everything is meant to last…even friendships crumble…what more relationships.
But hey! hang on, chui lin…no one is worthless or unlovable! The ‘dumper’ is the real loser…coz he didnt know the true worth of the ‘dumped’.
If its meant to be, it WILL BE.
“Love thyself…and true love will find its way to u”
..and as I alwayz say, “People Change!” (we have no control over ANYone else)